又吵了。。


many times i told myself, this rs is not reali belong to mie.
if time up i shld let go, i shld take out my brave and end it.
history is alrdy history, shld not repeat it.

haiish. fer this past one year plus rs,
evryday i was holding " our rs might time up anytime, cherish evry moment and rmb it"
bring this kind of tot walking thru evryday nearly one year plus le.
i very cherish this r/s but do he?

sometime i reali doubt my place at his heart,
how to say in e first place is i voice e feeling first...
will this effect e r/s value?
haiish!

tot of breaking up is not don have,
i do have this tot many times.
thinking isit is time to set us free from this pain,
but wen this words out, his hand hold it tight.
don let miie go, be frank
im happy he can say he cant live without miie,
and don wish to leave miie.
but ...
i dono isit a wrong decision to stay?

had a big argument again..
but he just don uds wad i wan and i reali don uds wad he wan too.
mayb our mindset is so not match..

有句话说；“ 重色轻友”
可是对他而言，是重友轻色！

i just wanna chat more with hhim,
but he choose to tok to his friends den miie.
make miie so angry is,
he don think this is a issues.

his weird mindset make miie so unacceptable sometimes.
everyone known hhim as a gd kind heart person,
faithful to his loves one. he wont betray any his loves one.
holding this kind of "title" from others,
make miie so pressure and stress sometime.

others dono wad happen in inner but one straight tot will b miie making nonsens again
if theres no issue dat make miie speak it,
i will make so much noise?
i just wanna voice my stand, make hhim uds..
he so stubborn, his attitude is not as gd as evryone tot.
he will only good to his frenx but not miie.

i noe how to gif in oso,
but i gif in le den...
effort not appreciated..
haiish.

sometime i just wish to be small women behind hhim,
someone can dote miie, and protect miie.
my thinking is wrong?

sweet time can be so sweet,
will disappointed and be reali down to bottom.

i don wish to act sweet infont of anyone,
sweet is sweet,
angry is angry.

i did all my best to maintain this r/s
i reali hope ders a happy ending as wad i wish..

will enter a marriage, no one noe.
but i hope we can..











世界上的缘分是很难预料的，
是你的就是你的，不是勉强是不会留住缘分的。

☆ posted by angel =D ☆3:05 AM.

with love ☆
S I M P L E angel