27 april 2010
HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO MY LOVER ( JO TOH )
sooooo sorrrrrry, i MIA ffrm my own world again.
forgive miie once again, too busy
with study, work n emotional story gig on.
but im back to blog,
cos i stil feel tis is e onli place,
dat alway can b myself.
near two month im not here already,
too much thing to share n say out.
i dono how im gig to start,
but just roughly roughly wen tthru bahhs.
i annouced im no long at taka le, finally quited.
i alway say wanna do so, but endup i stil der fer nearly 2 years.
wows! dats not short, full of memories at der.
all my beloved fellow alway bring miie joke & story all ard.
im happy working dwn der at takashima s.c
THANKS FELLOW MAKE MY DAY AT TAKA IS BRIGHT N CHEERFUL.
a few wk later, i joined demarco.
keehao company, edwin ex company.
b4 i join i heard quite numb of story already.
just i haven't met e thing yet, wen i met it. i reali shock & uds.
first few days at vivo tangs, boring.
inside counter nobody wen outside ders fair gig on.
but outside life not dat goood too.
i v stress-ed out.
i scare i cant did it well enough.
i scare i will bring bad representation to my bro.
too many things i nid to b careful on.
after vivo is cwp. happen many things too.
too much to name, just roughly went thru,
noe new frenx, can handle quite well on e luggage stuffy alrdy.
alot of things change too.
i alway tot my heart issit spoilted.
why i cant heart beating voice.
wen i finally heard it, i hope it can b e right per i wanted.
smth dat it suppose impossible willl happen,
but now is just happen unknowly n sudden.
i oso uds it might not shld or shld not.
e thingy is more to yrself.
feeling alway come n go, we got no way to catch it.
make miie fear is illusion feeling.
=(((