GET OUT !! GET OUT !!
i hope tis words can reali action.
too many thing i wanna get rid of it.
but is just like a bud, hw hard i tried to get rid of it.
it stil will back to miie.
i tot few mths silent is reali peacefull life.
but things is back again.

god's given miie tis kind of life,
i accept it. cos i got no way to stop it to happen.
i got no way to abandon them just like tis,
thy gif miie life, thy brought miie up to who im right now.
althought my life stil not dat simple n perfect as wad i wanted.
but i got no regrets.

BUT...
i stil keep qns-ing why i cant just like an noraml kids
hab a normal dad, dat work provided e kids
education, living with no worries.
im not greedy on tis thingy actually.
i just wan my mum to b happy & a secure HOME
no worries on wad she worry alway. is enough.
why a guy hab no guts to tke up some job dat he don use to hab?.
wen a lady hab guts & brave to go out work as she is not working fer so many years!!

please dont tell miie, i hab to stop my goal.
i planned it so long, i finally pick my courage to do it.
please god's don tke it away from miie.
haiis!!

just hope thing will faded away FAST & solve it smoothly.

one mth at demarco le.
i knew many new frenx && great collegues.
ofcos not inculded one sickening idiotic bastard jerk!!
LOLS!! turn off~

now taka fair, nxt stop vivo.
but in between got one wk free time.
dono is OFF lehx, or ask miie go run counter again.
well~ i reali don wish too but den..
haiis~ do it just fer e sake of doin it.

working is stress && pressure.
but lucky alway der someone to cheer miie up & make my day better.
i just love to work with uncle david.
he just such a CUTE uncle.
first time see ppl like him serving cust in his style man.
reali COOLLL!!
hahahha!

** dono wad im toking right, come dwn n visit miie.
i shown u wad is e BEST SALE MAN!! **

i tot is e best way to stay constant pose & distance.
i tot i can just do it, as long as it is happy && happiness way.
i shall stop whr im to view it like tis.
and gif a great bless-ing.
but i just cant simply put my heart away from it
&& stop myself to worry tis n dat.

im helpless wen things happen && stress out.
wad i can do it just stand a side && kept silent,
waiting fer e blues out. i just hope i stil done smth.
but endup i did nth just silent.

don feeling good wen thing end like tis.
but i just cant do anything.
im not gd in console ppls.
im not gd in sweet tok to others.
im not gd in making ppls smile & laugh.

but i just hope i can do it.
to make thing turn better.

=(((