3 may 2010vivo fair start-ed & end-ed.
smth is alway gonna happen is no way to run away
same goes to tis fair.
but things gettiing worst,
but i hope thing will go better.
i got many things to say out.
i got many thing hidden inside my heart.
i got many thing i dono hw to express it out.
ders alway many thing fer miie to think much & much.
but wad to do,
tis is wad human being is..
as long as u got a brain u got a prob a qns
inside yr tiny head, u will kept on thinking & think.
u got no way to stop it until things solve.
i waited fer yrs to appear.
i waited fer yrs to heard it again.
and i found & heard it.
but i dono isit a wrong timing wrong decision?
many thing is cant b predict & tells i noe.
tis is e bloody first time i wanted it so much,
dat in past i don hab tis kind of feeling.
i keep heard voice told miie,
tis & dat but prob is just matter of time.
i willing to wait fer e time to reach,
but after i realize actually i been waited fer yrs
to hope it to knock on my door, it finally does
and yet i stil hab to wait to e right timing to make it true.
i reali dono whr is my patience on it already..
i just kind of need it.
i reali lack of it i guess.
yrs passs i reali no kidding on it.
if one day im tired on it, im letting it go.
please don tell miie, u want it.
i dono wad i wil react on it.
PLEASE gif it to miie can?
i need it badly.
☆ posted by angel =D ☆2:00 AM.
30 april 2010
i ever said things stay in constant sometime is reali a best choice.
constant status is reali happy & close.
human tend to b v greedy over smth thy reali insist on it.
i admit im greedy on it, asking fer more.
just hopping thing will went thru wad i tot so.
but i alway forgotten e moment i think im happiness
something will just snatch it away from miie,
idk issit smth my heart is telling miie fake alarm or wad.
but... i just reali hope..
this time, please heard miie.
i need my guardian angel at my side..
i need strength to hang on.
i stay & keep gig on is become u're der, if u leaving wad about miie?
contiune go on? without u?
without u i reali dono hw to carry on,
i hang till now with all my anger, pressure & unhappyness
is just becos of u..
now how im gonna to do?
can everything b smooth just fer tis time round fer miie?
haiish!
☆ posted by angel =D ☆2:09 AM.
飽滿的週末... :)
